How could I continue my medical training knowing the treatments speed up death? How can I justify the years, all the student loans and the sacrifices I made to get this far? What should I do? I pondered about all this for the next year, well into my last year. I woke up one day and simply decided not to go in. After an hour or so passed my phone started to ring every few minutes, then almost every few seconds, then everything stopped. What was I supposed to do? graduate, get my license and after diagnosing new patients with disease, tell each one you're better off doing nothing than start any treatments? I would lose my license, bring more shame to my family and probably get prosecuted for whatever reason. I mean ignoring treatments as an MD can get you not only thrown out of the medical community but get you thrown in jail, too. The entire medical industry relies on Judges, DAs and the police to regulate anyone not following their protocols...even if it kills people. Now I must figure out how to break the news to my family, especially my mother who was so proud to see her son walking in her footsteps. I wondered if she knew her comment in passing many years ago to me actually left a question in my mind that never went away. That unrelenting question was, "are treatments futile?" This question influenced every class I ever took after that, every treatment I ever heard about, every logic I ever developed. I compared everything I learned from that moment on to that question. I guess in a way that question made me question if what I am doing is futile, too. I went to medical school to help people, to help heal them, not help hurt them. All doctors take the Hippocratic Oath when they complete their training and this oath requires a physician to never do any harm to their patients, but if treatments speed up death, doesn't this harm patients? Of course it does. Why can't others see this? Are they too naive to see or do they just not care enough to see? It must be true that doctors, hospitals, drug makers and insurance providers all rely on the sick and dying to fund everything they do and everything they don't do. Without the sick, none of them would have a job, millions would lose their salaries; doctors, hospitals, drug makers and insurance providers would all go bankrupt, because no one in their right mind would ever spend a dime on any treatment that can speed up their death. Would you? Neither would I.
But now that I had received the medical perspective all my life, it was now time to get that unrelenting question answered once and for all, without any school or any person influencing me in any way. I read countless alternative health books and researched on my own by volunteering at clinics around the world gathering new perspectives and new alternative treatments, too. I asked a lot of questions to natural doctors, holistic nutritionists, especially those branded as quacks by the medical community, because I needed to get that unrelenting question answered or I would forever be searching and probably couldn't have a life; I didn't have a life. All I did was search and research outside the box every day. I was impressed with myself actually just how much information I was able to remember and apply quickly to help those around me who needed help. Some families started calling me the "Natural Health Man!" and I'm still called that decades later. But I just call myself theHealthFoodGuru. Oh, and yes, I finally did get that unrelenting question answered -- the answer was right in front of me the whole time, but because I was trained to assume everything was difficult and complicated, I was preventing myself from seeing it. So, after decades of thoroughly researching both medical treatments and alternative treatments, the most success I ever had helping people heal themselves was from the very thing our body requires to stay alive -- FOOD. No treatment I have ever seen comes anywhere close to really healthy food and eating it every day. To make life easier for everyone wanting to heal themselves faster, I bottled this wonderfully healthy food for everyone to finally regain at least some of their health back. You don't even need to diet anymore.